I had an awful day cried my eyes out and cut again. Asked my pdoc what to do and my sister and my mother and my husband and each giving conflicting info.
Dr says go to hospital
Sister says go with my gut feeling
Hubby says go to the usual public hospital I usually go to but find it hard to be there
And my mom says take time out from hubby at her place
How do I tell where I need to be??? Do I need hospital or just a holiday??? Hubby says it’s up to me but I can’t make up my mind now. I’m emotional and spent and just wanna cry and just wanna die and go hang myself. God I can’t even cut properly. … my skin is too tough.I’m sick of life I’m thoroughly sick of everything!!!
When it comes to medical advice and who you should follow it goes: You > Pdoc > Family > Friends. Which I realise is not helpful. I’m just trying to say that it is up to you what your next move is. What do you want to do? Think about it deeply and slowly. If you are at the point of possibly getting frustrated and making an attempt on your life, then you do need to go to the hospital. I know it’s not a fun place, but they can maybe look at your meds as @crimby suggested.
It’s time for the hospital. There you can rest and not have to decide anything for awhile. That’s what you need, time to rest. I hope you feel better soon, I’m really worried about you.