I can’t fake my sza because now that I’m going thru a stable patch I can’t induce the voices and inserted thoughts. They come - Alien comes - whenever he wants to. There’s a definite difference between my thoughts and his. So I can’t fake it.
It’s a very common thing with sz to question if your faking it. I’d imagine a lot of shrinks get that phrased to them a lot and it’s indicating something.