I just wonder about the raps and writings I wrote. I once wrote one thinking I was the angel Gabriel and said “I would be there.” And I threw out a phone in the garbage bin in a restaurant and I walked around this parking lot. I don’t know there’s lots of little things like this that makes me think I was a terrorist. I was on Adderall during those times so it’s hard to remember. I also walked into a river after I left in the middle of the night thinking it would save my mom and I think it did that time. I had my backpack on the whole time with my computer.
I also threatened this man, sort of, who later committed suicide.