I hope I will make it

[see121]

I hope I will make it, that I will survive admist all the challenges and people after me. I just want to be left alone

[GrayBear]

You will make it.

[see121]

Thanks @GrayBear!!!

[roxanna]

Understandable. Get to feeling better. Hugs

[see121]

I hope you will get better @roxanna!

[zwolfgang]

Youve been dealing with this illness, which makes you a fighter. Hang in there, once you make it youll be stronger for it

[77nick77]

Everybody on here feels the same way. I don’t mean that in a rude way, it’s just another reason we can all relate to each other. I hope your day gets a little better. Schizophrenia is survivable.

[see121]

ok thank you @zwolfgang, I will try, most of the times I feel like I am not a fighter I am disillusioned and think everyone wants to kill me. Please help me think better thoughts.

[77nick77]

I’ve been killed so many times I make Bill Murray in Groundhog Day look like a slacker. Maybe surf YouTube and a favorite video of yours might take your mind off of things for at least a short while. I proscribe “cat and dog friends”. Or “lion cubs greeting daddy for the first time”. You can’t look at those and not smile.

[zwolfgang]

I hear you Im there right now too. I thought I was going to be captured and tortured not too long ago. But you are a fighter. Youve made it so far with this illness and you can again now. The key Ive found is to use something or someone to keep one foot in reality.

The truth is no one is going to kill you. The vast majority dont even notice you exist. Repeat that to yourself over and over, out loud if you have to. Have someone else reality check you as well if you can.

Even if you dont believe it, keep doing it and I promise it will make you feel a little better. Thats the only advice I can give besides getting med adjustment, which it sounds like you may need.

[see121]

I feel like so many people are making comments like I want her dead today, I hate her, so that I don’t know what to think, I don’t think it is fair.