It’s 03:25 here and I’m wide awake, can’t sleep, had midnight snack and tried to read a bit but can’t concentrate much. I’m restless. Mirtazapine doesn’t seem to be working for my insomnia anymore.
I’m so frustrated. My usual pattern is to take it before bed, go sleep, start kicking my legs, turn over, kick more, self sex to relax but it just makes me feel guilty but sometimes it does help to make me fall asleep but tonight I drifted and came up again to surface.
Spoke to hubby, he scratched my back, that didn’t help, I moaned about some frustrations and got up, defeated, ate and read and am on here.
I really have a truckload to tell my pdoc on the 12th!!! I really hoped the mirtazapine would solve my sleeplessness but it doesn’t seem to. Unless it’s just because I’m home first night from hospital
In hospital I took at least two hours to fall asleep, and woke up at least once during night but once morning came I slept well
Here at home it’s the same pattern - struggle for several hours to fallsleep but in morning I overseleep and am tired till 10am or so
It seems like I can’t cure my night owl syndrome…