I don’t feel comfortable with the change. I look like a different person and I think like a different person. It’s only my memory that remind me I’m that person who is long gone. I can’t find my value with this degraded person.
Could you explain how you’ve changed? Hope you feel better soon
I’ve changed too since I was hospitalised. I think we all have. It’s probably for the better. We have a tendency to only remember the good things sometimes and forget the really bad stuff.
I wanted to open a similar thread but now i wont
Anyway, psychosis changed me too. And i believe it is for the better. It changed me in a way that now i am more confident, i appreciate myself more now and know my worth. I used to worry what other people were thinking about me but not anymore. I just dont care anymore. I mean i do a bit but a whole a lot less.
But not in an arrogant way like i dont care what you think go ■■■■ yourself. I respect people and their opinion if someone makes a remark about me and i sense it is true i try to change for the better and listen, but if someone just say something about me which i KNOW it is not true or that others are “judging” me because of how they perceive me and i know it is not like that i just dont care. Not a bit. I know me and that is the most important thing.
All this thanks to that that nasty bitch that was constantly telling me why im worthless before i was hospitalized. I thought it was my neighbour. And of course it was the voice. And i thought it was real. So i stopped caring what she was saying and what she and others “knows” about me.
The voice is gone, but me not caring anymore attitude stayed.
right through our life we change…
are we the same… when we were babies or children…
are we the same… when we were teenagers or young adults…
change = growth = maturity= knowledge = wisdom…
I hope I have changed. I realized once I was on meds how arrogant I was and judgemental and I don’t want to be that anymore.
I have changed a lot since last summer. I hope ill get used to it