Wow …I have 11 cousins in total from both sides though one passed away.
With regards to having children there is no guarantee you’ll pass it on. It’s your decision to make though. I wouldn’t have children even if I was well.
My dad’s dumbass side of my family have breeders. 7 cousins. How many ever kids he had. Idgaf. Too busy being in psychosis. Both sides have mental ■■■■ they won’t admit to it but I know a lot.■■■■■■■