people are judging me all the time about what i say and do and thats why i hate them so much
they got me under a microscope waiting for me to fail, waiting for me to say or do something that they dont agree with, if it out of the ordinary i am considered weird or judged
my opinion mean nothing because they just cant wait to attack me and my words
like if i said something out of the ordinary i would be in the firing line in front of a bunch of trigger happy hobos with a keen eye
i hate people
Did something happen to make you feel this way?
yes schizophrenia happened
Well yes but I meant like anything else. Or is it schiz symptoms flaring to make you hate people?
most people are just plain bad
What makes you say that?
because its true
i have seen it so many times its hard to count, countless times people jumping on me treating me like ■■■■
What makes people bad in your eyes?
everything, the way they act toward me make me want to hurl
they are pretending to be nice sometimes and then they just turn on me
How do they act towards you?
you are just waiting for me to say something you dont like
Low self esteem comes from being around people who don’t like people. No matter what you do, they’ll find a way to make you miserable about it.
No I just want to understand. I’ve hated people at times too.
they hate me and thats a problem
i wouldnt hate them if they didnt hate me
I’m sad to say that I love people. Maybe somethings wrong with me.
maybe you are just gullible
But why would they hate you?
Probably. I know a couple things though.
you need to ask them that
i know things too nick
Most people don’t understand our illness. That’s why it seems people hate us. I have felt similar ways before.