I don’t hate anyone. Except for myself. I’ve finally come to realize that I don’t deserve happiness. And it really ■■■■■■■ hurts
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You deserve happiness just as much as anyone else. You’ve been through a lot at a young age. Give yourself some time. Life can get better.
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I’m sorry you’re feeling this way. It does hurt. I feel this way a lot. But you have to find a way to tell yourself you’ve done nothing that deserves death. You didn’t do anything wrong. You do deserve to be happy. Just hold on and you will soon feel better, i know that’s hard to believe.
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It’s only you telling yourself that. It’s not necessarily true. Whether you deserve it or not you can still be happy. Whether you “deserve” it is a matter of opinion. Who’s making the rules on who deserves happiness or not anyways? Get my point?
Hell, I’ve got a lot of things I may not deserve but I enjoy them anyways. I’ve got a job, a nice car, a nice apartment.
I probably don’t deserve them in some people’s eyes but I’m going to enjoy the hell out of them whether I deserve them or not and nobody is going to stop me
All I’m trying to say is you are limiting yourself. No one is probably stopping you from being happy but you.
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everyone deserves to be happy! you must be going through a real tough time…its going to be alright soon though. Things will get back to normal because theres ups and downs. Youll get through this.
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You deserve happiness and you have your future ahead of you @NailsOnAChalkboard . Things may feel bleak now but things can get better. There is always hope of things improving.
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you seem to ba having it tough now @NailsOnAChalkboard, would you not think odf a psych hospital for some TLC…and get a nmed change
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I might, idk if I’d be able to miss school
If you don’t hate anyone you deserve happiness. But hang on, life can get better.
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You’re saying this because you’re depressed, and deep down, you know that. You need to attribute it to where it belongs. If you accept the explanation depression gives you, you make the depression worse than it already is. And it’s fine to need to be told that you deserve happiness, by the way. You deserve happiness and you deserve support.
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You’re way too young to think like this. I was such an outcast in high school. As I got older I realized that crap that happens in high school doesn’t matter. When you’re 42 you don’t care if you were popular in high school.
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I have 14 year old daughters…close to your age. I always tell that by the time they are 30, they won’t care what anybody thinks about them anyways…so why not start now? 
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Yeah I feel as an adult the most you care about is how smart you are and what your job is. And love too but that comes with time also I think 
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@NailsOnAChalkboard
Where did your happiness go?
I wish I knew. I just want to feel ok again
Just want to thank everyone for being so understanding and kind. You don’t know just how much it means to me. We honestly have such a great community on this cite
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What a beautiful thing to write! 
Be patient…the world awaits your time, sweetheart!
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@NailsOnAChalkboard
Your gratitude is contagious!
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Hang in there, life is a cycle, things will improve. Hope it will soon!
Two months ago i was suicidal and in hospital
Now I’m depression free and stable again.
I’ve been thru many relapses and also many times of stability.
The sun will shine again.
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