I had a much better life than them before my sz. Now they have a way better life than me. I am forced to stay in bed all day everyday…
I was forced by my parents to go downstairs and sit with my cousin’s family.
I had a much better life than them before my sz. Now they have a way better life than me. I am forced to stay in bed all day everyday…
I was forced by my parents to go downstairs and sit with my cousin’s family.
I hate ppl in real life bcz they remind me of my better self, the unreachable old self.
Sz made me disabled in the brain and reduced my intelligence, I feel mentally disabled.
There’s a part of sz that is a relief. In your original break, you let go of something that burdened you and you have to retrain your whole life according to the new you. Difficult but better.
I can’t forget my better and old self. How do you do it?
I had ideas about hurting my cousin so I went upstairs.
I think its better and safer for me to isolate myself from everyone maybe except my parents and brothers.
when is vraylar coming out in your country
I hate my cousins too. F*cking scapegoaters and narcissists.
Idk maybe in 2 months and it will just help a bit. That’s if it works for my positive symptoms and no side effects.
did your pdoc already agree to prescribe it? hopefully it helps
He keep changing his mind. I am changing him if he doesn’t when its out.
Goodness, just because you have an idea to hurt someone doesn’t mean you have to do it. I forget my old self because I was impractical and was bound to fail sooner or later.
watcha meeaann??
It would have been better if I wasn’t successful before my sz.
I was destructive.
Now that my cousin’s family left our house, I feel calmer and better.
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