I feel like killing ppl who tell me I am not doing effort. They’r too stupid to understand what it is to have my severe negative symptoms. Ughh Its extremely easy to blame my personality and say that I am not doing effort. On top of that I was much better than them before my sz and I was the one laughing at them and seeing them as stupid. They were kissing my ass before my sz.
I will have a hard time with my brothers after my parents die. My parents understand me better. I think being lonely is better if I use antidepressants. I don’t want to live with my brothers.
sorry to hear you having a hard time with your brothers. It’s easy for other people to say you not doing well huh… like it all is dependent on yourself while it isn’t.
Sorry to hear this. I used to have a friend who thought he understood my situation well and would push me to apply for work, go to school and socialize all the time. So yeah.
Think from other people’s perspective they want you to get better that’s why saying this. If you are normal and one of your brothers have sz with severe negative symptoms you too might have done the same to improve his condition.
I have relatives mostly like it. They still going on about how I should sue the system for causing my episode (due to antidepressants ) because I caused unnecessary stress on my family. It wasn’t intentional.
