I only have one friend irl. And she is the biggest bitch on the planet. I’m sick of her sabotaging my other friendships and shitting on me all the time.
All she does is bring me down. But we’ve been friends for so long idk how to get rid of her. And she’s not always bad. But I’m just so pissed off right now
Apparently because I didn’t greet her correctly??? when she butted into a game I was playing online with someone else she got pissed.
And she’s such a child about it too. Never actually talking to me about what I did that offended her so I’m left to ■■■■■■■ guess What horrible crime I’ve committed. It’s ■■■■■■■ stupid
I’m not a ■■■■■■■ mind reader how am I supposed to fix a problem if I don’t know what I did???
I didn’t even do anything I just said “oh that’s my friend” and I guess because I didn’t have enthusiasm im a bad person???
Oh my dude that is the truest ■■■■ though like I got issues but she’s just ■■■■■■ up.
She stalks any friend I mention to her on facebook and then tell me as she’s scrolling through their page everything she doesn’t like about them/ why she thinks they’re stupid/ugly/bad
She has openly sabotaged my friendships granted I never really had friends but anytime I was like “hey this guy is pretty chill” shed do everything in here power to keep me away from them
She insults all of my likes and dislikes. anything I do that I’m proud of she makes me feel like and idiot for.
She always has to be number 1 in everything if she’s not you’re just an ■■■■■■■. One time I won some stuff in a drawing she got so pissed off at me that she ■■■■■■■ ditched me at the event even though we had plans for after.
She told me I was selfish for not being there for her enough when her grandma (who she wasnt even close to) got sick. Even though I was mourning the loss of my dog who was very special to me. And I still tried to be supportive even though I was hurting.
She stole money from me. Over 800 dollars and she refuses to pay me back.
I have been with her and supported her through thick and thin and she just treats me like ■■■■.
She doesn’t believe mental illness is a thing. When my cutting was really bad she told me I was “pathetic” and went on to tell me that her life was “harder than mine” and that she was a “stronger person” because she never felt the need to cut.
Like she didn’t always used to be like this but now days she’s just ■■■■■■■ abusive.
Sorry for ranting I’m just so fed up with her ■■■■
I know it must be hard letting go of this friend because you say this is your only 1 friend in real life. However this person does not sound like a true friend to you.
There are some nice people out there waiting to be friended. And you will meet some along your way. You don’t need this person. Be strong and follow your gut instinct on this one.
You deserve better. And you can and will have better.
Yeah its hard to let her go she really saved my life when I was a kid. I’ve been her friend for over 10 years. We used to be so close. She used to be such a good support.
Now I’m nothing to her she almost seems to go out of her way to hurt me.
And yeah she is really the only person outside of my family and my therapist that I get to talk to.
I just wish things could go back to when she cared about me.
I just feel so stupid and useless and unwanted. Just 10 years?? And it means nothing to her. I’m such a ■■■■■■■ freak I can’t even keep one damn friend. I hate this.
That’s really hard. A long friendship is not easy to call off. I wish you could work things out but obviously it’s her behaviour that needs some changing and even so she has hurt you deeply. That’s not so easy to forgive.
I wish I could give the perfect answer and solution. But I am reading your posts and again I don’t think you deserve to be treated that way at all.
I sent you a PSN message btw. But I’m not sure if it went through to you as I sent it via the messaging app.
it just sucks I’m sick of people just using me.