But saying this to mum she says making her stressed
Don’t make any decisions right now, wait until you’re stable.
I have to or I won’t get stable. Everyone in this house is stressed. Constantly stressed
Don’t feel like you have to push yourself too hard. Move out when you’re ready. If that is now, okay. If it isn’t now, don’t worry about it.
This is the time. I can’t see dad through this treatment.
I would try to go see a compassionate therapist @anon80629714, I don’t know if moving out is a good solution.
You might be more isolated.
What would be your plan if you moved out? Where would you live? Could you manage your own finances? I don’t mean these questions in a condescending way just a straightforward way. I imagine getting away from all the family stress could help, but sometimes life is a lesser of evils scenario, too.