usually when i was young i got mostly A grades, with a few B’s in the mix. but my standardized test scores were always high. i never did much homework, just paid attention in class mostly. everything changed in middle school when i started to distance myself from my studies, and i mostly got b’s. then in high school i got decent grades except for my senior english class, which i never turned in papers and almost failed. my teacher let me turn in a bunch of papers late and i passed with a d.
then in college i did well my first year when i went to class. but my 3rd semester of college i didn’t attend a single class, and didnt even drop my classes, getting all f’s that semester. that was the start of my social anxiety when i was 20 years old. i tried to go back to community college when i was 25 or 26, with mixed results. most classes i did well, but i still lacked discipline and would skip many classes, but this time i dropped my classes that i had been skipping, so it didn’t affect my gpa. but affected my college grants.
now im thinking about giving university one final try, but im struggling to decide what i want to study, or wondering if i should maybe just go to trade school instead. for a trade i was thinking wastewater treatment operator, as it’s a good job if you want to travel.