Stress is eating me alive. I just can’t take the pressure. Life is too effing hard. I hate myself for being so lazy. My house is beyond messy. I feel so despondent. It’s not okay. Nothing is ok. I try to pretend to be ok but it gets me nowhere. I wish I could disappear.
Sorry to moan and ■■■■■.
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I hope things will improve for you. Sorry to hear that things are really changing right now. That sucks
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I feel you. We are here for you here
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I understand. I’m so lazy, house is a complete mess and all I do is sit there. 
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Being on lockdown is starting to get to me a bit also.
Becoming stir crazy!
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Get some sticky notes and have the kids and you leave notes of encouragement to each other on all the walls.
Write something small that you would like to do tomorrow. It doesn’t have to be big.
Take some time for yourself. Go into a room and shut the door and do what you like for half an hour. I thought that was a stupid idea, but once I started carving some time for myself, I got through the day a lot better. Feel better soon. Hugs.
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You’re not suicidal are you? If you are, call 911. Or another suicide hotline.
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Try not to worry, I was depressed all winter let every thing go to hell, just starting to get things done, we go through stages and maybe the warmer summer weather will help you
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Not suicidal. Just useless
I feel you. My negatives are bad. I thought it was my shot, but since coming off it I still just spend my day sitting.
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Have you tried energy boosting medication like Wellbutrin? Hope you feel better!
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Sorry you’re feeling this way.
I hope you get some relief from this feeling soon.
You are valued.
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I take zoloft. Wellbutrin makes me angry and edgy
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I will talk to my pdoc about raising my zoloft. Maybe that will help. I have an appointment coming up soon.
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I really hope that helps you feel better.
Negative symptoms are killing me too atm, especially lack of focus and motivation. I spend a good deal of my time sitting wondering what it is that I can do and am supposed to be doing and beating myself up for not being perfect…Don’t be so hard on yourself, I see a lot of posts from people in the same boat. And if it makes you feel better, my house is a wreck!
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Motivational / mental health memes online sometimes keep me going
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A messy house? You should see my place. fing train wreck it is. You cant have everything, just remember the things you can control, and deal with them, one at a time. You are not worthless, you will make it through this, and yes, things will be ok. I believe in you!
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Hope you can feel better @Leaf.
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Part of my house is a mess too. I figure once I find good treatment I’ll have the headspace to clean up. I do want to, at least.
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