I feel so lonely

I cant tell anyone that I have schizophrenia that’s why I am so lonely. I am talking with my girlfriend she has depression… and I cant tell her that I have sz that she will not come to me… why is so hard to talk to people…I am on recovery about a year …I was medicated before 6 years but I droped after 3 years and half year was unmedicated at all. but was very bad and I got to hospital. now I am 1 year almost on medication. I am getting better and better just sleeping problems . iam on abilify 1.5 pill and respiridal 2 mg and cyclodol. its so hard for me to be fresh and understood I think there is no other topic for me to talk just how bad I am…

That’s interesting that you haven’t told your girlfriend about your schizophrenia.

I taol 5 min ago, I think she is fine with that…I didn’t wanted to scare her

You told her? That’s good. I’m sure with depression she can empathize.

its hard to talk to people when only sz is In my mind, oh I got sz …