I have no hope for getting better anymore. It’s the same bullsh-it everyday.
My voices told me “that he (me) will be psychotic for the rest of his life”.
I haven’t seen an improvement of my cracked brain for years.
I guess I’m stuck and it sucks. I wish I could do something progressive.
I feel very destructive right now. I wish there was something that could break this cycle of madness.
It might be time for a med change. When do you talk to your pdoc next?
You’ll probably overcome the voices in some years. I rarely notice any voices even though I had them for some decades.
My only problem at the moment is chaotic mood swings like mania and suicidal depressions. But I had a little raise in my mood stabilizer(Seroquel) so now my life already looks brighter.
With the new antipsychotics that will be released in some years most of you will have a dramatic reduction of voices.
Hey man you need to shake things up if what’s been going on isn’t acceptable anymore
I have an appointment from a year from now.
I don’t think meds will help me. I tried risperidone, seraquel, abilify and a bunch of others. The one that worked best was Zuklopentixol but I got side- effects from it.
I’m on olanzapine and vraylar now. No delusional thinking, just voices and cracked brain. I also suffer from negatives.
Oh dear Speedy I know that feeling. Take a few deep breaths.
I wish I could just snap out of it. I’m stuck in a loop. It’s the same bullsh-it everyday. Even the voices repeat themselves.
October was like what you’re saying. If it gets too much call a crisis people. Hugs.
You may be strained from lack of intimacy as well… it was good to hear about how your brother was cheeky with you about the birthday money. That kind of stuff matters
Consider dating! Find someone who is also mentally ill maybe. Autists often date each other why not sz?
We’re here for you. Have you had anything to eat today? I know that sounds strange.
I don’t want to date when I’m like this. I just lie on the bed or couch. My life is miserable. I don’t want anyone to feel bad for me.
I had breakfast. I’m going to cook dinner soon.
But interfacing might help… it’s a catch 22
It is! But what am I supposed to do?
It may take some luck. You need to meet people
Hey man, science avances quick. Just hang on.
I feel every day is a battle of endurance. I’m sorry @Speedy
Try writing things in a journal and ask mh team for an urgent appointment with a doctor. Show the doctor your journal or make a list of everything and see how they can help, hugs
You might not be able to change your voices but you can change how you respond to them.
Initially I would get upset about what voices said. Now I mostly don’t care.
There is a way out of this maze.