it feels like im part of some operation or experiment i mean. been going on for a few months now
i know theres something off about this but i cant dismiss it
i died last month and i went to the doctor dunno why i did , ive been hallucinating more cause of my brain rotting , making the illness worse or something
i cant just say i feel like they want me to do something , i KNOW they do
theres so many weird moments there, i see them all watching me , ive seen them send security to isles where ive been ive seen security upped ever since i started going
this happened at another store, too
one i went to before this
i hate the way the meds make me feel
last few days have been spent in extreme paranoia , had to vent here i guess
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Hi. Welcome to the forum 
It doesen’t sound like your meds are doing their job that well. Getting rid of or at least diminishing paranoia is very important so that you can get a breather. Meds are supposed to help with that.
May I ask what meds you are taking and how long?
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Welcome to the group, @Berk! I hope venting helped a bit, but I have to agree with what @Mr_Hope said. Please talk to your doctor.
You need stronger meds!
Which ones are you currently taking?
im on risperidone and some anti epileptic
got another appointment in about 5 days , so ill talk to them about all of this
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