Don’t be oversensitive, @Noise and also I think a person should allow his/her friend hated him/her for one sencond and then liked him/her the next second. Nobody is perfect. let everybody live including oneself.
I feel the same way about my friends and even family. Especially family. They are just around me because they have to be. I feel like I am the only one I can rely on.
I constantly have to fight the thoughts that people hate me and are talking about me behind my back. I often wonder why my friends are pretending to laugh at my jokes and what their hidden agenda is in pretending to be my friends. I know it isn’t logical but I can’t help thinking it. It makes it hard to keep up the maintenance of true friendships.