I am talking about direct brainwashing…
Direct to the head…
I can’t stand it!
Want to be a free person!
Have to get out of Israel, hopefully it gets better!
I hate Israel for this hostile brainwashing!
He who does it deserves to be killed!!!
Are you sure this isn’t a delusion? Its normal to feel like your nation has let you down for sure. Many people feel that way.
I have a very bad feeling about Israel.
I will leave for sure if I get the chance.
@eduvigis
I think that there is something to it, although I am not sure what I’ll experience in other countries
Maybe they are not directly brainwashing you, but maybe the environment is affecting you
no @catsarecool I feel its direct.
I’m not a person who gets influenced by environment.( although the environment in Israel is not good as well)
I get intrusive thoughts that are not related to external stimuli.
However, to be fair I don’t know what I’ll get in other countries.
Edit: I all the time get the feeling that I need to leave.
You should make your yerida to France.
What exactly does it feel like?
I get thoughts to the effect that if I go to another country I will be able to do better.
That Israel is bad for my health.
I get thoughts that perhaps in other countries better info will be streamed into my head,
my head will be clearer, I’ll be able to focus better.
I am not going to steal any jobs, I am ready to do any job and even be without a job.
I can even create jobs if need be.
I am ready to help elderly people for free.
I just wish to function better mentally, to get better in terms of health.
@catsarecool
What tipped you off about israel?
Maybe was their flag’s symbol contain the 666?
I heard a dude from israel say that when the messiah comes there will be no laws, which he calls “heaven”.
I am not messianic, I am not religious.
It may be that these thoughts are wrong, but this is what I’m getting.
Where I’m getting it from I have no idea frankly.
@pansdisease
What kinds of things do you think they are streaming into your head?
maybe someone is telling you right?
“The children of the sun begin to wake, watch out.” - led zeppelin
This question is difficult for me to answer.
I do feel however that there is a mess in my head, I have trouble concentrating as all kinds
of thoughts race through my head.
I make involuntary body movements, for example.
Edit: Also I remember when I was in Germany on vacation did very well there mentally
Go live with the Palestinians, maybe they will treat you differently
That’s possible, hopefully I’ll be able to learn a foreign language.
Perhaps Russia…
I have been to Israel once before about two years after I was diagnosed on a business trip. The company that invited us also gave a guide to see some of Israel. We went to the wailing wall and an arab market. We also stayed in a hotel at the beach side and although it was spring, I remember going into the water and it was warm. I had good vibes there, I loved the food. We ate in the hotel and it was so good food. We also ate a few times on the street falafel. Wonderful. The only thing was I felt a bit funny at all the security and armed military presence everywhere and also driving and walking around with our guide I wondered if there is a chance that we could be victim of a terrorist attack. I saw the tomb of christ too and it was far out feeling but it did not make me unstable to be there. At the time I really did not completely believe in Jesus Christ, but maybe it was part of a process to have been to Israel at Jerusalem. Anyway, overall I found Israel to be extremely interesting and pleasant, if you lean toward religious delusions it may be a bit heavy to live there in the presence of all this Christian history. I dont know. By the way, I found the Israeli women very attractive or better put the young people there seemed very attactive and friendly and open. .
Ah you said you felt good in Germany, that makes me very happy to hear. Germany tends to be a good place to be nowaday, the big cities are very international and the majority of people in the major cities like Berlin, Hamburg, Köln, are really open minded and ok people. Also Germany is a very safe place compared to many countries, there is less crime and terrorism, people follow laws and rules. its all very safe, orderly and predictable and this is quite good for me. When I read other people here talk about their unsafe neighborhoods and experiences with people being out to get them, I must say, I dont see my environment in Germany this way. OK, Germans are not angles or saints, there is plenty of people are are not so good, but overall I see my environment as safe and I dont have enemies or people who mean to harm me.
Hate to break it to you but every country engages in propaganda of some kind. Whenever you have people in power they try to manipulate the minds of the people to stay in power.
The north-east of Germany (ex DDR) isn’t that good…
Unrelated question - do you pronounce your user name “Normal One” or “Norma Lone” or “Norm Alone” ?