Please tell me it gets better with time…Ive had this for almost two years now…and it just seems to get worse.
I was doing so good, last time i was in the hospital i found medicine that actually worked, and for the last few months or so ive been feeling a lot better. But yesterday after i left my pdocs it was like i completely relapsed. Im going on 24 hours with no sleep and i dont see it happening any time soon. I dont even know what triggered it or why it happened.
I cant believe that there is no way out of this…there has to be something to make the paranoia and hallucinations stop. I have no idea how anyone is supposed to live a normal, or even full life with this god forsaken illness. I just want it to all go away so much.