I dont want to die

Steph · April 9, 2018, 4:15pm

I keep thinking about dying. I don’t want to die. It is so scary. What is to come? What will happen to me? It’s giving me really bad anxiety cause I can’t stop thinking about it. Does anyone else struggle with this?

DNA · April 9, 2018, 4:23pm

Are you on any anti depressants ?

everhopeful · April 9, 2018, 4:26pm

I used to be like that on 10mg abilify. Now on 15mg that problem went away for the most part.

Steph · April 9, 2018, 4:26pm

No. I’m not on anything right now. The shot I was on was and still is giving terrible side effects. I need to get to Dr but it’s 40 minutes away and I have no way there. Hopefully we’ll have a car soon. We went threw 3 trucks in 6-8 months. All 3 crapped the bed on us. No wheels sucks especially when you need something important like medicine.

Om_Sadasiva · April 9, 2018, 4:28pm

It’s not scary. It’s natural. Everything in nature has a purpose. All are made in wisdom.

DNA · April 9, 2018, 4:35pm

Hopefully anti depressants will get rid of your bad thoughts. Hang in there.

Mountainman · April 9, 2018, 4:37pm

Sorry your trucks have broken down, I have been the same way as you, it comes and goes, right now is a rough patch. Keep reaching out and talk to friends and family

shellys12 · April 9, 2018, 4:48pm

I get scared too about dieing
But I suppose it happens to all of us sooner or later

Steph · April 9, 2018, 4:50pm

Life seems so short. What’s the point. There has to be more to life than this.

anon90843118 · April 9, 2018, 4:57pm

I struggle with this. I have my own concerns on it but I wont say in case it makes it worse

Steph · April 9, 2018, 4:58pm

Please do share. I’ll be OK.

anon90843118 · April 9, 2018, 5:00pm

It may sound absurd but I worry about being underground and somehow becoming aware.

Steph · April 9, 2018, 5:02pm

Yea I don’t want to b buried or cremated. What if you can still feel it?

shellys12 · April 9, 2018, 5:03pm

i think it’s fear of the unknown

anon90843118 · April 9, 2018, 5:03pm

yeah.with cremation, I am concerned about awarenesss too…even when I become dust.

Steph · April 9, 2018, 5:04pm

Yes I think that’s it. Its so scary. I live in a bad town too. Shootings almost everyday.

anon21849028 · April 9, 2018, 5:06pm

I’m scared of death and think about it night and day. I’m only 28 and I hope I can live as long as possible even though I get tired and bored of life sometimes.

insidemind · April 9, 2018, 5:20pm

You’re a smart guy. I’ve died before and have retained memories. Ive been to heaven and hell. I have met aliens and God. No-one believes me. I’m always schizophrenic.

shellys12 · April 9, 2018, 5:22pm

I also think u only got one life so being ill and not able to make the most of it sucks

anon90843118 · April 9, 2018, 5:33pm

that reminds me of this quote:
“You only live once, but if you do it right, once is enough.”
It’s tougher to live ‘right’ with my condition. that probably contributes to my concerns about death.