You shouldn’t feel that way. You’re very talented. You’re just suffering from health problems and depression. That doesn’t change who you are. It’s just altering your perceptions. You’re the same person. You just have obstacles to overcome.
Laetitia, I have been where you are. Obviously you are worth caring about. It’s the state of mind you’re in. I know it sounds simple to ask, but have you slept? Something to eat? Depression is a ■■■■■, and sometimes it’s the basics that get us through. That, and talking about it.
I’m sure they don’t hate you. People here don’t hate you. I know I probably don’t understand your physical problems, but it just seems like there should be something to help you.
You’re worthy of love. Please contact a crisis line since you’re suicidal. You said you just want it to end and that’s serious. It’s the depression talking. You need help. @Ninjastar@anon4362788@Moonbeam@rogueone
If you are feeling suicidal or having a mental health crisis, please tell someone — a friend or family member, a teacher, a doctor or therapist or call 911 (if you’re in the U.S.) or the Emergency Medical Services phone number in your country.
You can also call a crisis intervention hotline—these are available in the U.S. and in many other countries. You do not need to be actively suicidal to benefit from a crisis hotline.