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I don’t think I have schizoaffective disorder


#21

I’m trying to figure out if they’re beings or if my thoughts are influenced by the seed. I know you said it’s not real but it’s one of my theories.


#22

You have to become insightful. Everyone will respect you for being insightful about your illness and when your symptomatic.

I have been on abilify maximum dose for 4-5 months and I still think people are reading my mind or that people are making fun of me etc… much like you I question my diagnosis on a daily basis. But everyone thinks I’m sz so I might as well show them I’m still in control. My illness will only help me in life depending on my attitude.


#23

I am trying to accept this diagnosis but I think something else is going on here.


#24

Then I think you should do what you’re doing. Logically go through your theories of what’s going on. Question everything and don’t be biased.

That’s what I did when I was “in denial” for over a year. I did nothing but question it and come up with these ideas of what’s really going on. I don’t know how it’ll work out for you but it worked for me.

And by the way, I don’t accept my illness either, even with what I said in mind, I dont think it matters really. Just accept other people think your sza, you do not have to. But ask yourself how you want others to see you.


#25

Other people think I am sza because they don’t have the seed?


#26

The seed is not real. It’s only your imagination delusions


#27

But there’s something more going on. I will leave I don’t want to get into trouble. I think people here hate me.


#28

Noooo don’t leave please. I was trying to help. Ok think what you want, it’s your thoughts. Edit no one hates you here @TheCircleOfFifths


#29

Not because of you. It’s because even though I don’t mean to I post about stuff that people say are delusions and I’m tired of getting moved to unusual beliefs. Even though I don’t mean to I always do it anyway. @Flag


#30

I am watching TV with my mom to take my mind off things, but every time the ringing starts I think about the angels and demons.


#31

Yeah the thing about psychosis is when you’re sick you don’t believe you’re sick.