I didn't realize getting molested made me suicidal

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It happened in a public swimming pool and after it, I dove in shallow water without my hands over my head. Cracked my head good. I think I couldn’t deal with being molested.

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Sorry to hear that chordy.

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I’m sorry to hear that. Do you go through counseling

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Yes, I have a counselor.

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That’s good. How’s it going

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I started taking the generic pill for zoloft for suicidal thoughts

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I just had a change in counselors so I can’t say yet. I guess a new counselor stirs me up a little.

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Yes I understand. Must be difficult for you. Sorry

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Hope the new counselor works out better

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I was molested and sexually harassed every day of my childhood and adolescence by my father for years and years. It was constant and never ending. I finally stopped it when I left home at age 18 when I moved in with my boyfriend. And then HE started in on abusing me emotionally, physically and sexually over the next ten years of my marriage. By the end of all that, I was thoroughly disgusted and turned totally off by men, and those two experiences had both transformed me into a true lesbian. I dated hardly anyone but women after them. And yes, I was suicidal for most of my young adulthood.

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I feel for you, @SkinnyMe. It just required one experience to warp my mind to exclude giving any man a chance to get to me with my consent. My pdoc said there is no such thing as rape, but, especially about children, that is just not true. I, too, am only comfortable with women.

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@PinCushion, Your pdoc told you that there is no such thing as rape??? Well, I beg to differ. I have been raped too many times to count and I do believe that rape is an all too true reality. What is your pdoc a man or a woman. If a man, go figure. If a woman, shame on her!

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He was a man, yeah, go figure is right. He is in my gratefully dead count. I’m glad he died.

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@PinCushion, In all likelihood, your pdoc was a rapist himself and that’s why he sympathized with them.

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