I was sexually assaulted a little over a year ago, and ever since then, I’ve thought the guy who did it has been stalking me, bugged my house, has a tracker in my body, and a network of spies watching me. I have no evidence for this other than my own thoughts, which I know aren’t the most reliable. Someone close to me recently suggested that I contact the guy and try to “get some closure,” and make this “delusion” go away.
Due to the nature of the assault (we were both on drugs), no one thinks he’s dangerous or a predator, and most people deny that it was actually even an assault, even though I was there and I know that’s what happened.
Do you think it’s worth trying to contact him to get this delusion to go away, or should I just live with the delusion? I don’t even know what I would say to him that won’t sound completely crazy.