I drank 2 coffees and a diet pepsi and I still don’t have the energy to accomplish anything. My sister even ended up doing the dishes before I could get around to them. I’m a lump on a log. I have the worst lack of motivation ever. The only thing I did was take a bath. That’s it and it took me an hour to do that, I just laid in the bath until the water got cold and I basically had no choice but to wash or catch pneumonia. This is effecting my self esteem. I’m starting to hate myself because I won’t do anything of what I need to do. I feel worthless. It’s terrible. I need to build my nightstand, and normally I love building furniture. So that I don’t even understand why I won’t do that. I need to hang up the charger for my new cordless vacuum cleaner and read the manual and get that charging and then do some vacuuming around here. I need to wash my sheets and towels and now I need to wash my clothes too. I did take out trash yesterday but I need to do recycling. I don’t know, I just don’t wanna. Blah. Maybe another cup of coffee. Idk.
I’m feeling extra lazy today too.
Haven’t done anything.
I need to make a cake and take the trash/recycling out.
Also clean up the kitchen.
Oy vey,
I’m giving myself until 2 to be lazy, then I have to get up and do stuff.
Are you able to take antidepressants?
I am on an ad, this is me not depressed. If I don’t take an ad I don’t get out of bed at all. So I guess I should be thankful at least for that. sigh.
What’s the cake for? Sorry you’re feeling unmotivated too.
Can you take a higher dose? Or try a different one?
I don’t know, I take 30mg of Cymbalta, I see a pdoc tomorrow. It’s the first visit to my new pdoc. I guess I could tell him the coffee isn’t working and see what he says. Maybe he’ll increase my Cymbalt or prescribe espresso. idk
very nice, breathing clean air now
Just to have a cake for dessert.
My mother in law demands that we have dessert every night.
Wow, so do you bake frequently then? or does fruit count as dessert?
Yes,
I bake a lot.
At least once a week I make a cake, cookies or brownies or something.
And the fruit cocktail cake definitely doesn’t count as a fruit, it has 1 1/2 cups of sugar in it, then another cup in the frosting.
I just set up my second Amazon Echo Dot so now I don’t even have to get up off the sofa. I now feel somehow (unjustifiably) justified in relaxing and doing nothing. 
Of course when the clothes drier buzzer goes off, I will have to get off the sofa. My dog will be disappointed since she is sitting on my lap. 
I don’t even have a dog as an excuse to stay here, but I do have an electric throw blanket, I could blame that somehow. I’m not sure how, but it’s the best I can do.
I want this one, has Portal TV with Alexa Built-in
As a tribute to the Fart thread, I just asked “Alexa, who farted?” Alexa answered “It wasn’t me”.
Darn it, I guess I’ll have to keep blaming the dog then. 
That’s too funny
While I don’t know you outside the forum I wonder if by psyching yourself up this morning to accomplish all these things just burned you out before you got started. What about picking small things to do as you see them?
If I make a huge mental list of stuff to get done I quickly get overwhelmed. I feel if you set small easily attainable goals one at a time perhaps you won’t feel so tortured. Just my thoughts. Feel better.
I am also having a lazy day. The best I’ve done is take a shower, but I didn’t wash my hair because I was worried I wouldn’t have time as my son needed the shower so he could go to work. So my hair is gucky. I need to return stuff at an Amazon drop-off location (Kohl’s) and to Macy’s. I could take my youngest with me as I can’t go places alone. Not sure about driving, though. It may be best to wait until hubby is with me and can drive me. I’m okay doing short trips- Kohl’s would be fine as it’s less than five minutes away- but half an hour to the mall may be pushing it. If I were to get stressed, I would have a tough time making it home when I started to blink. Anyhow, my point is that I’m being lazy, and now I’m trying to justify it. 
You may be right about that. Idk. I usually give myself a list of things to do in the morning and then I get them done but the last week I’ve been giving myself the same list and doing nothing. It’s like I just don’t want to do anything at all. I even spent 4 days without a bath. Yuck. And I’m thinking about going back to work? Good lord leaf, get a grip girl.