I guess I mean, I don’t want to more than I mean I can’t.
I love writing, but recently–by which I mean since I’ve come down from my first psychotic break and have been on medication–I’ve lost the will to write. I try to do it every single day, but whenever I do I become easily distracted or else I just can’t think of anything. When I don’t try to write, it feels like I have all kinds of ideas floating around in my head, but the moment I go to even write down the idea it vanishes like it was never there (it’s no wonder I had delusions of people stealing my thoughts).
Does anyone else feel this way when they’re normal? Like you just don’t have the will to break through your own mental wall?