I cant take this pressure

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What can I do? Everything I am and do everyone hates.

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I start showing emotions and then I am attacked.

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I don’t think that’s the case. I think it’s more likely that something like paranoia or depression or low self esteem is making you think everyone hates you. Hatred takes a lot of effort…

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Are you sure you don’t just feel vulnerable/insecure when you share your emotions and then interpret slight or innocent signals as being bad because of that?

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It’s like you have to hide your true feelings or personality right

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Unfortunately I am a true believer. When I “feel” attacked I know I AM being attacked. This idiot sissy I dated 13 yrs ago like five dates, is possessed by a demon and him and his co-whore attack me daily. I wish I had a way to fight back!!

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I doubt everyone hates you. I agree with @Anna, it sounds like paranoia or depression talking. It’s easy to misinterpret other’s intentions- I do it all the time and feel people don’t like me or feel like I did something wrong or whatever. You’re a person of value. No way everybody hates you :slight_smile:.

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I wrote this after my boyfriend had an episode and flipped out at me. We made up but he overdosed after I drove him home (took a ---- ton of pills) and I think he needs help. He can’t keep staying here to run away from stress at home. He’s on the haldol injection and he took all his meds so he doesn’t have any medicine I assume. His mom just wants to distract him with household chores. I don’t know if he told her what he did. She wants to send him to a trauma facility and he won’t go. I don’t know anything about trauma facilities so I can’t recommend if he should go but he’s scared to go there. It’s out of state and I don’t know for how long it would be.

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If he has overdosed, it’s a very good idea for him to go to the trauma facility. They can help him there. Many of us have been suicidal, and when we went to the hospital, we got better. The right medication and therapy can make a world of difference. At this point in his life, he needs professional help.

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I experience the same on other forums about different things. Keep ya head up!! Your emotions matter. You are loved!!:blush:

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