I can't figure out my mentality on Latuda

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Before 2018

before latuda and getting completley off rispderal.

I never openly gave woman cash online. They would ask me I would hesistate greatly. if I did they basically begged me but I only gave to a woman i knew for over ten years.

fast foward now I openly give money to women on chaturbate

For some reason Latuda makes me super social because before I was on chaturbate I wouldn’t even talk to them they wouldn’ talk to me.

all of a sudden I get attention.

and for some odd reason I like giving money that I shouldnt be

It’s all started on latuda and I was never a social person until I took latuda now all of a sudden Im super social and not afraid of social situations. but the bad part is giving money.

I’m Just befuddled by my behavior brought on by latuda I can’t figure out why or what I"m thinking latuda really has me stumped and the what or why?

maybe it’s cause basically from 13 and 37 on I didn’t really talk to people and then when I could it’s like let’s talk to everyone. but I never missed it and being super social wasn’t something I liked.

I stayed home in high school rarely wanted to be social

now everything changed for the worst cause I keep giving women money. and it could all be a scam and chaturbate they don’t really care for you there just there to make a quick buck any way possible but I cant seem to put two and two together

and why basically anyone talks to me.

offline it’s different and nobody talks to me but if I do get in a social situation I’m usally talktive.

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I was on chaturbate years ago.
Never paid though

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I think its the sz and not the Latuda.

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It could also be mania/hypomania.

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I’ve come to the conclusion it’s the Paranoid schizophrenia

My old friend is back he was never gone.

Latuda just morphs him into something else I’ve never seen.

My old friend just wants to play with my thoughts.

the sedation of affect of risperdal helped me not feel so scorched earth

Now I schizophrenia is hitting me like a scored earth very powerful without the sedation.

I’m just not used to that kind of power.

all in all

I think that it’s the paranoid schizophrenia. Our ol friend is back he’s just changed his game plan.

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