I blame it all on the piano

That way, nobody gets hurt. Hey, and I think it’s a lot true anyway.

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didn’t a piano start the second world war ?.. :smiley:
take care :alien:
p.s… i just lost some more brain cells… OUch !!!

They say the artist-musician is a masochist. I believe it.

Never b sharp

Never b flat

Always b natural

(Ahem…a little musician’s saying of mine) :slight_smile:

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Had a guy once who posted…

“Don’t read the Dictionary. It’s boring and besides, the Zebra did it”.

To which I replied…

“Don’t blame the Zebra, the Aardvark started it!”

(I thought that was a clever retort on my part) :wink:

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Harps are passive-aggressive.

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I used to play the piano in high school. I don’t any more though cuz the pressure from having to perform would probably only exacerbate the psychosis. I also stopped playing because after I got this illness, I stopped enjoying just about everything.

I was playing a lot of piano at the time of my diagnosis, srs.

Yea about the enjoyment thing.
I would just make myself try new things or a new class.
I hope the more things you try that you find something that you love to do.
At 25 there is a lot of time to find new stuff so keep trying. :bouquet:

I’m afraid of everything. Even driving a car is too hard. I can barely drive to the psychologist’s and around my tiny little town. I’m so afraid of crashing. I’m so afraid of never finishing school, or getting a job. I feel so old. I still enjoy talking to my family and listening to music, but I just go to forums because I’m lonely and bored. I don’t know how I’m going to land a job if I can’t even drive to the hypothetical interviews in the cities nearby.

Driving is hard but you are doing it!
Give yourself a pat on the back.

I was scared to get a job but it was better than just doing nothing and thinking my life was over. Well I ended up liking the job my Mom found for me in the papers. Yes I’m older than Craigslist. There was one job I did not like in an office but then I found out I hate office drones and don’t have to do that.
So you try stuff and you learn. It’s scary yes. But you live and learn. :sweat_smile:

What job are you doing right now? What job did you start out as? How did you do it? My dad tells me that if I just stay on the medicine I should be able to get a job eventually.

Well I was lucky in big cities in Md there were lots of jobs.
I knew I was screwed but I would not let that define me. I hated the doctors so I wanted to prove they were wrong.
I don’t know how Ill you are but I resisted being defined by illness. It took me 6 years to graduate but after working I knew what I wanted to do and what not to do.
I think you figure out what job you like to do. THEN go to school if the job needs it. If you work for 4 years you can build up more experience than just going to school or doing nothing.
Yea I had to take time off to recover from episodes but just dust yourself off and try again.

I kind of screwed myself because somehow I managed to stay in school for another two years after getting schizophrenia and hearing voices. I was delusional my first year at university,and then heard voices for the next two years. I had started my fourth year when I finally got two F’s and had to drop out. I wish I had dropped out sooner. Then three years after that I’m scrapping by at a community college, hoping to transfer to another university near home that isn’t as difficult to get into. I don’t know what I’m going to do. I originally wanted to be a pharmacist or a physician’s assistant, but the schizophrenia screwed me out of that. There’s no way I’m going to get into grad school at this point. I’m thinking that maybe at this point I can finish a bachelor’s degree and get a certificate as a paralegal.