such horrible delusions that cannot even be repeated here for fear of grossing you out. they are persecutory delusions in nature.
but they seem to me to be so real – I only know otherwise from the social worker. maybe they are real maybe they really happened to me many years ago.
how do you figure this out or do I live like this forever?
sometimes these delusions fade away into the world of the u nreal and sometimes they’re back.
is this common? judy