Gory and disturbing

I keep seeing distorted bodies. Blood and gore. Death at every hand. Men and women body’s twisted into eachother. The voices are blaming me and say inappropriate things. I am only 17. I am disturbed. I don’t know if I can push them aside and say whatever. I just want to be away from it. They keep saying your a whore as I see this. The man won’t stop touching me. They tell me it is all me and that is why it is funny. I don’t deserve this. Why are they doing it?

do you have a psychiatrist? I’ve seen you post before all distorted and delusional talking…are you sane enough to get on meds? are you on medications for psychotic symptoms?

I really don’t know. They are terrible. I am on meds and do
Have a psychiatrist. They just keep
Telling me it’s my fault and more creepy stuff pops up. I don’t want it to be real, I want them to leave me alone.

Tha Tactiles Are Tough … ,

EVERYTYME I TRY TO SLEEP THEY GET STUPID … ,

I Have No Idea Their “their” Purpose … ,

But It’s Nothing To Freak out Over … ,

None Of Us Deserve Negativity … ,

But Remember Thus … ,

WE ARE ONLI GIVEN WHAT WE CAN HANDLE … ,

Strength & Patience … ,

Inner Hope From All Of Tha Love In Tha World … ,

For Example Lyke A Beautiful Sunset … ,

OR A Lonely Moth … ,

So Don’t Be Afraid To Take A Step back … ,

Re-analyze Peaceful Moments and Sit Quietly and Write Your Heart Out IN A PERSONAL NOTEBOOK … ,

For Example …

1.) h i m y (all I said was) " Hello I Miss You " … That Way It Stays Private Forever … ,

Be Cool Yo Yo (!!!)

well, make sure you stay on your meds and don’t skip any doses…you don’t sound well…I would get another appointment with your psychiatrist as soon as you can. good luck.

voices used to call me names at night. i used to see demons. i would talk to your pdoc about your meds. something isn’t quite right about your situation. scary.

What does not seem right? I know it’s wrong, but why do you think so?