I’m sorry you felt like a fake too. That feeling is getting to me. I don’t think I can tell my pdoc this stuff without getting hospitalized. I can’t have that my mom would be pissed.
Hearing voices constantly telling you to harm yourself is a serious issue. Your pdoc can help you (e.g. by adjusting your meds) if you tell them about how you’re feeling.
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It will pass. When you feel better you can think about it. I got thoughts when I don’t suicide I get torchered to death. I grew out of it and take my voices cool. When you get older these things won’t affect you that badly anymore.
@Moonbeam It is really bad. My mom comes into my sessions with me. She doesn’t want me to tell them this stuff. I think. I’m kind of confused because sometimes she says be honest but other times she says don’t say anything and let her talk. I don’t know what she’ll say next time. Maybe I should tell my therapist. But I don’t want to go to any hospital. But I have to tell someone because I can’t handle this. My mom has the med safe locked so I can’t take any. Sometimes I am tempted to go to the freeway and lay on the ground, but I’ve never done it.
@anon84157300 Maybe it will go away if I wait long enough but I’m too stressed. I can’t deal with it. I feel like a fake and like I have to die.
Ι am paranoid about hospitals
I’m sorry @Om_Sadasiva. You’ve never been to the hospital before have you? I’m not paranoid, I just don’t like being there. I am scared that the government will take me and try to institutionalize me.
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I am afraid too. I talked with my pdoc, he increased one of the 3 antipsychotics that I take. He told me not to go to a hospital, it will pass.
It’s good that you can stay home and out of the hospital. I hope this passes soon for you.
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I don’t know. I feel i am in crisis.
Pdoc said I shouldn’t go, but I would feel safer in hospital. Even though i am afraid of it
what are ‘beings’
external influences can mimic schizophrenia
but I have found medication takes the voices away
so why would that happen?
Hey I get it. Did you tell your pdoc that you don’t feel safe at home? I think your safety is important. If you are in crisis you should go.
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They are entities that came from the seed in my soul. They are entangled with my thoughts. External influences can mimic schizophrenia? I am thinking I am not schizoaffective so maybe that’s happening to me. I’ve entertained the idea that the government might be doing this to me but I think they really are beings. I tried to say they were thoughts but I don’t think that either. I think the government knows I am special and is watching me trying to figure me out.
Your voices are entangled with your thoughts
And I have a mustache intertwined with my neurons. It’s a similarity
If it makes you feel any better there’s probably no mustache. Maybe it is a delusion. But it’s hard for me to think the beings are a delusion. Is it hard for you to think your mustache is a delusion. I’m not sure mine are delusions but I post here anyway because I can’t do this alone. Maybe they are real and are causing schizoaffective symptoms.
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I believe it’s real. I am haunted by this spirit. You should take your meds, buddy. I take mine, but nothing works
I do take my meds even though I think I should stop because I am a fake. It must be scary to feel like you’re being haunted. I know it is scary to feel like you have to save the world.
I also have to save the world. I need to clear my mind from all that rubbish and live quietly and happily
I had a clear mind for a little bit when I took risperdal and geodon together. Now I just take geodon. I don’t even think it’s doing anything. Maybe I am a fake. Once when the beings were gone I wished they would come back because I felt lonely. It’s my fault I’m suffering.
I see. I also miss my voices. Even the critical ones. Why did you change meds if your head was clear with risperidone and geodon?
I was doing well for a little bit on just the geodon even though I still had beings. Then I got stressed about my grandpa and started feeling bad again.