i don’t see or feel my way out right now and it is making me depressed.
ignoring all the crap people dish out is do-able but what does that do for me so much? it still hurts, i mean all the nasty businesses.
i just feel like too much is asked of me and too little appreciated of what i do, i.e. at work, or for my mom.
i want to call it quits with something and don’t know how to.
judy
You should boost your love of yourself
In your own ways
daze, did you ever stop to figure out how sz affects your thinking?
i just now realized that i have delusions of persecution.
these thoughts don’t make me lose control, but they do upset me and make me sometimes angry.
but stigma in my life is very very real. differentiation between stigma and the delusions is tricky.
judy
Yeah I know Judy.
What is the first thing your docs try to do?
Help you live with it
Cope
Sustain
I feel the same way. Why should I have to endure all the bad benifits of life and not enjoy the good benifits?
And no, that is not a typo or an error. I call them “bad benifits”. The stuff you learn in life that makes you a person, but other people try to cheat you out of using what you learned yourself the hard way. Because seeing the ugly side of life is a benefit.
Anyways, I hope you feel better. You’ve come this far Judy, from what I’ve seen from you on these boards, you deserve a lot of credit, recognition and congratulations for that.
@ifeelblessed i am so sorry you are down again…I wish you could find happiness…I found it, but it wasn’t easy…I hope you will feel better soon.
thanks for all the compliments nick.
your idea about bad benefits is very interesting.
hugs, judy