I talk to a few people not in real life but I keep trying to find these to do whenever I am not having a conversation and it seems like I am the only person in the world that actually has no life at all I just listen to the same songs over and over, watch youtube videos and look at tweets and posts on this forum and reddit, I feel like I constantly need to do crazy stuff to keep from wanting to kill myself but than I don’t do any of the things I think about because I don’t do anything and now I sit here I type posts and tweets all day long but delete everything before I can finish because i think too much i feel like i have ruth aldine trapped in my head saying no, sorry, pardon me, after every couple words i think so i can never get a thought correct
Its tough, I know man. I have my family and a couple of friends but Im mostly alone. Its weird. I spend a ton of time watching tv and online.
Never really feel lonely just feel alone most of the time.
what is the difference
Lonely is feeling the need for companionship. I get companionship but feel it’s all superficial.
I’m lonely as well. I work, watch tv and sit at the computer. I have no friends but I am still optimistic about my future.
I’m lucky I have my family for company if I need it. I usually just do stuff on the computer and in my head but my family pulls me back to reality every now and then.
Yeah I know how you feel. No friends except maybe one. I got him to say he’d come over when I get my own place but I have a feeling he’ll back out.
hello, I have also been in similar situations where I feel alone. it seems like the worlds going so fast, but so slow at the same time. like you kinda stuck in well deep down. and water keeps pushing you father down. like the distance between you and every one is pushed so far back you cant grasp the word “help”. I felt alone for so long. some times I still feel that way. but what gose up must come down. i make others happy befor my self. but my family and few friends helped me realize i wasent alone. alto i was still depressed, i have been slowly regaining my self. and coming back in bits and peices
I’m glad you didn’t delete this post. Maybe it’s the beginning of something new. What would happen if you posted. All those things you wrote but decided not to post. Sounds like a good challenge what’s it going to hurt. I for one would like to hear what you have to say. Even baby steps get you somewhere.