Lately… Well, not lately, I’ve been feeling lonely for years, but, I don’t really know how to cope with it recently. Recently it’s been getting hard and I don’t know why? It’s, it’s not normal loneliness, it’s loneliness as in, even when I’m surrounded by people, I still feel alone. It’s like my mind, just, ignores all this human contact I have, I feel out of place, everywhere I go, and, It’s getting quite, shall I say, depressing?
I hate this, it makes it harder to talk about my feelings, what I think etc. And all humans need that, all humans need another human to physically talk to about feelings and stuff, we just need it, I have contemplated suicide before, I’ve thought, maybe this is the way to go? I’ll always be lonely. It feels like a death sentence.
I have a girlfriend, and, when I’m with her, I just want her to go back home and me to be alone again, I just can’t handle it when I’m with people and I still feel that lonely pain. It’s horrible. So, how do you guys cope with this? Please, I need some advice.