I am feeling jealous that my old friends have fiance's and good jobs

…while I’m living off SSDI incapable of work dealing with fcuker of a mental illness, going to psr ---- my life is so dulI I look forward to putting salt on my food :slightly_frowning_face:

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This hits close to home for me.

Sorry you’re feeling crappy @Cloudd3ad. Life isn’t fair and we have to figure out a way to make it worth living.

I suffer from this kind of “comparison thinking” too.

If it’s any consolation, it gets better as you get older. You realise that life isn’t a bed of roses for anyone, regardless of how things look from the outside.

Anyway, like the old saying goes :

Have a life that feels good in the inside rather than one that looks good on the outside.

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I only compare myself to myself since i dont know people anymore.

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It’s not so bad. I would be worried about you if you said all you could look forward to was beating up crippled people. Life could be worse for you. Learn to enjoy a sunset. Write some poetry. It will get better.

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