Cool. What rooms are they in?
My brother went into the bathroom crying because of his friends.
My mom is in the living room
And my father is in the master bedroom.
To be honest, my house is a mess. I think my brother has depression.
What is one thing you can do right now that would make you feel better?
I don’t know. Drown, or just suffocate myself.
Or pay for my sins.
What are some hobbies you have?
Embroidery, writing, knitting, etc.
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Can you do any embroidery right now?
I’m out of kits. Must order more.
I’ll write instead.
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Write for a few minutes then let me know how you’re doing. Writing can help me also.
Thanks. I’m sorry for bothering you
I’m hurting. I’ve deactivated my facebook and I’m deactivating other social media accounts. No one deserves to hear from me. Nothing matters. Everything I say is rubbish.
I ruined my boyfriend’s life. I could have saved him.
I didn’t. I made him more hurt.
I hate myself.
Can you talk to anyone in your house right now?
I did. Got yelled at.
I’ll just go rest. I’m really sorry for bothering you.
Resting sounds like a good idea. Try to come up with at least one thing you like about yourself. I can talk to you all day, but ultimately, if you don’t believe there is something good about you, nothing I say will change that.
think about if it were any other woman,
what would you say to her?
sometimes we need to try to come out of our own skins.
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hey @anon10648258, i hope youre feeling better now… how are things going?
Laetitia, most people are neither as good or as bad as they think they are. Your trip to the emergency room wasn’t your fault. It was something that had to be done. It sounds to me like your worst enemy is yourself. Try to calm down. Try to take it easy. Things can get better. If you want to talk to someone in person remember the crisis lines. This site is also a great resource. We’re pulling for you.
I did and said so many stupid things when I was unstable. I started blaming my family for my mental illness. But now I am stable and I have learnt a lot of things about life. And now I’m a kind person to my family and I don’t do stupid things. I try to rationalize everything around me.
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For the moment, just try to not trust this thought… Its not true. You have a value as any other person, dear 
. Me too, I feel like you, but when I am better, I find its not true…
You know, my old mother still buys me food, cause I cant go out, so I understand you… Chase those thoughts as you can… You have a very hard illness and we have an excuse.
I hope youll feel better soon. Hugs!!!
It’s not your fault. You are not stupid. We are all burdens at different times in our lives. Please don’t hate yourself. You can get help and learn how to manage your health. It will take some time and work but you can have a better life. Don’t give up.