What did it feel like?
Torture, i was feeling tortured 24/7 always hearing people commenting on my thoughts without a break and also got death threats for my thoughts they got messed up as a result of being seen all the time people screaming at me, people being tortured like in the hostel movies etc.
Terrifying. I thought people were after me trying to kill me.
Same here.
It was a nightmare!
Didn’t bother me one bit. I was completely out of my mind
Scared the living ■■■■ out of everyone else though!
Now I have built on the foundations of nothing to where I am now, I’d be disappointed if I lost everything
I have more to lose now than I did back when psychosis was constantly coming back despite meds
Dream state. Sometimes dreamy
or nightmarish
If it’s ok if I ask, did you feel dissociated?
No, i don’t think so.
You?
You know that feeling when you are leaning back in a chair and you almost fall, but catch yourself at the last second?
That’s how I felt all of the time during my psychosis. That super rush of adrenaline.
I’m not sure, just feelings of not being in reality, sucked into another world I guess would be the best way to define it
I wonder what the adrenaline is about? I feel that way too, did it interfere with you feeling other emotions?
My brother told me that I was ‘bulletproof’ in my belief that I had become world-wide infamous.
I eventually stopped doing routine tasks…shaving, showering, eating properly…etc. Then my family intervened and sent me to the Hospital.
Was the hospital helpful?
I did about 5 stints in the Psyche Ward over the last decade or so.
Each time it took me a few weeks to snap out of it. I’m on Abilify Injections every 3 weeks which has kept me sane for the most part, and out of the Hospital.
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