How would describe your psychosis?

What did it feel like?

Torture, i was feeling tortured 24/7 always hearing people commenting on my thoughts without a break and also got death threats for my thoughts they got messed up as a result of being seen all the time people screaming at me, people being tortured like in the hostel movies etc.

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Terrifying. I thought people were after me trying to kill me.

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Same here.
It was a nightmare!

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Didn’t bother me one bit. I was completely out of my mind

Scared the living ■■■■ out of everyone else though!

Now I have built on the foundations of nothing to where I am now, I’d be disappointed if I lost everything

I have more to lose now than I did back when psychosis was constantly coming back despite meds

Dream state. Sometimes dreamy
or nightmarish

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If it’s ok if I ask, did you feel dissociated?

No, i don’t think so.
You?

You know that feeling when you are leaning back in a chair and you almost fall, but catch yourself at the last second?

That’s how I felt all of the time during my psychosis. That super rush of adrenaline.

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I’m not sure, just feelings of not being in reality, sucked into another world I guess would be the best way to define it

I wonder what the adrenaline is about? I feel that way too, did it interfere with you feeling other emotions?

My brother told me that I was ‘bulletproof’ in my belief that I had become world-wide infamous.

I eventually stopped doing routine tasks…shaving, showering, eating properly…etc. Then my family intervened and sent me to the Hospital.

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Was the hospital helpful?

I did about 5 stints in the Psyche Ward over the last decade or so.

Each time it took me a few weeks to snap out of it. I’m on Abilify Injections every 3 weeks which has kept me sane for the most part, and out of the Hospital.

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