When I was unwell last year I felt in agony I a torture table and traumatised and tormented. I think at the start I was euphoric but then it turned into what I said before and beyond.
What about you?
(excuse the spelling)
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Princess what are u upto.??? How long will u stay in the hospital…
In bed going to go to sleep. I m not sure when I’ll get out. I have to see a judge on Wednesday for a compulsory order 
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Are u on home now…!!!
No I’m still in hospital
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Are u on olanazapine princess …???
Yes far 15151515
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Whats ur dose …!!!
Not sure as it was injection
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It is going to be 11 right …
I just feel confused a lot of the time like I am being spoken to and they won’t 
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Not sure which thoughts are really mine… difficult to differentiate.
Buzzing feeling in my brain like lots of electricity is flowing through it.
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What will the judge do?
I tend to fluctuate between being extremely excited or extremely terrified depending on what’s going on.
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Make an order for me to be sectioned up to 6 months. But I’m telling him/her about what’s going on and I demand justice
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I feel empowedered. I feel almost god like. I also get not so much a headache but pulses thru my head like a zap feeling. It’s the most awefully best terrible bad feeling. Only way to say it, it’s scary
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Yes I agree I get this funny sensation running through my brain too.
I get the brain buzz, too, and a continuous adrenaline feed from fear and excitement fluctuations. Even tho the religious delusions wanted me to kill myself, it was “okay” cuz it was in a religious ecstasy where the Dalai Lama was telling me I’d be reincarnated. Then it ended and depression, post-psychosis letdown set in. I almost want to “go off my chow” (meds) just to feel that epinephrine feed again…it was better than the depression even during the fearful moments.
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I get the buzz in my head, fear, euphoria like many said here.
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Fear. I feel fear.
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Brain fog… and also thinking im in a tv show or a movie