I don’t know if you remember my posts about a one night stand, that was 7 weeks ago, we spent one night together and that felt very good for me. But then followed a lot of drama. We didnt get together again until 5 weeks later. But we were texting each other. A lot of drama. First he wanted me then he didnt, then he wanted his ex girlfriend, then five days later he wanted me instead. Sometimes he blamed me for being too cold telling me that I had seduced him.for just sex, then the other way around telling me that I was putting too much emotions into what was always supposed to be a one night stand. Then blocked me. Then 10 days later inviting me over for a weekend. It was a very confusing weekend very romantic and beautiful in the beginning, then he Smoked too much weed, then turned cold. We agreed just new years Eve that we would never speak again, because he is not in love with me. But I can’t stop romanticising him. I feel obsessed with him, and I don’t understand, I have been sleeping with 50 men in my life, so he is not the only one, nor is he my first lover or anything. But I can’t stop thinking of him.
Today I texted him and begged him to come back and he rejected me, calling me pathetic. And I think I am.
In my imagination this is some kind of passionate love story, but in reality he has never been interested.
Today I slept with someone else just to forget him, but that was terrible.
So do you think it is the erotomania?
Not erotomania probably, but fixed idea type of things like cant stop thinking of someone happens in MI. Ive had it before. In love with a person I didnt know well. Sorry that you are not doing well in this regard.
Not fixed idea, but just can’t stop thinking about something that you dont want to.
I think you are beyond helping right now…you are still on not a working dose of seroquel…and you are just living in delusion right now…probably erotomania becuase it sounds like it from what you are saying…don’t know what to do…you are kind of lost.
I think you should walk away from this guy. And work on healing your heart.
Ive had obsessions with men but in my case we were either not in a relationship or in a short relationship the men were completely wrong for me but they felt real at the Time . I think you should move on to meet someone else
I hope you’re not a man-eater.
Maybe non-reciprocal love?
Screw that guy. I met someone else 
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