Well I cant find a camera implanted in me anywhere, yet everyone is talking about me. Over youtube, over the tv set, in person. I’m trying to rationalize with the fact that I cant find a hidden camera implanted anywhere in me. I feel all over my body, but I can not find a camera. What do I do when I hear people talking about me? I just hope im not at the center of this cruel joke that the world is playing on me. And I hope people are not conspiring against me.
As I said before , you are not important enough for anyone to spend that kind of money and time to record you and you can’t talk yourself out of it, you need meds
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Like a med combo? Because I’m already on meds.
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yes you would have to discuss this with your doctor and get a med that works, might be a combo
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A therapist told me ‘not to trust myself that much.’ That combined with reality testing and seeing a therapist practically weekly for almost a whole year helped me.
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What was reality testing for you?
Are used to tell myself that schizophrenia is a medical condition. A condition that can cause me to believe a person or existence existence is or doing something to me, when in reality no existence or existence is doing anything to me at all. It is from a medical condition that is being called schizophrenia. I told myself as long as it doesn’t affect my functioning just to go on with my life. Then I relapse and could no longer rationalize this. I was on medication the whole time. When I relapsed my medication was raised and it helped a little bit.
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Sort of like getting out of my comfort zone and being more social. Facing fear that kind of thing.
If the powers that be, regardless of what you put your current belief system in, they’d probably make it so you’d never even suspect any preposterous type camera.
On Wikipedia they once said that Sz strugglers are only average intelligence. That gets back to me with saying if someone wanted to, you’d never suspect it. Plus BY NOW they’d in all likelihood have done their worst by now.
These are things your question made me think and I rehearse these types of things whenever my isolation makes me feel ‘a little special’.
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When part of you knows it’s not true but you keep getting evidence that it is and you just can’t believe it you have to tell yourself over and over that it’s not true. You come on here all the time saying that it is true that people are talking about you. You have to tell yourself that you are hearing things, that it is your imagination. You have to tell yourself over and over and over. Convince yourself. I know it’s hard but that’s what you have to do. It takes will power and discipline but you can do it if you want to be free from this delusion. I believed my son was dead and I talked myself out of that one and it hardly ever comes up anymore and I believed I was dying and I talked myself out of that one and it doesn’t come up at all anymore. You can do it. It can be done.
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Thankyou guys for your help. I’m really trying. This delusion or whatever it is, is really impacting my life, not in a good way.
Nobody supports my delusions. It seems I’m the one that feels so wrong with them. I wish they would just say if any of my delusions were actually being done to me that it is totally wrong To do to any person. I am just told to continue going on with my life not being impeded by anything like my delusions. The feelings I had from these delusions were the worst. And the feelings From my delusions felt like the only thing that was true to me.But sometimes I can continually reflect that it is a medical condition. My doctor added a low dose of Abilify. It helped me regain will to go on and enjoy Life, while diminishing my delusions and especially the feelings.
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My doctor pretty much talks me out of them along with proper medication
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Do some introspection and stop watching tv and listning to the radio etc.
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Yes…I get ideas of reference from that
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I used to think the tv was talking to me as well years ago but it ended up going away you need to destress.
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Meds and staying away from religion and politics.
Good thing that these 2 topics are banned here.
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Well I’ll be happy to tell you that your delusions are false.
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They’re not real
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Ok, will do 1515
Thanks, I don’t feel so bad now, I thought the reason I had the delusions was because I’m Being wrong, And bad as a person.
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