i dont feel my life is worth much to me or anyone else, i never feel good whether im psychotic or on meds most of the time i just think about what the afterlife is like i always wish that i can have a dream telling me what would happen when i die but i feel like if its something good i might speed up the process of my life coming to an end, it doesnt help that im completely useless to society as i dont have a job and because i have to take meds for mental illness , its like im not supposed to even be alive right now and that’s why i keep getting messed up stuff happening in my life and im just not wanted, i dont want to die right now but i change my mind on that very often, really i just dont want to live life how i have been living i want more out of life i want to be happy and sane but its too late to have either of those and i cant handle change very well so if i woke up one day and i was happy and no longer mentally ill i would be afraid of what happened and would probably be confused as long as i felt that way, there are a lot of otherf changes i want in my life but they are all not very realistic
i dont really know why i made this post i am just thinking about alot and that is not a good thing its just that my life is pretty â– â– â– â– â– â– right now and only a few things i can change
one of the most beautiful things about life is we don’t know what happens when we die. but I’m in a good place right now, I was where you were, I thought I wanted to die, but was too scared of death. now its like “i wanna live my life, and then when I die, we’ll see what happens” I hope you feel better!!
My life value is Zero. I only want to live for my children if they also suffer from schizophrenia.
Try this idea, build your life on: reason, purpose, and self-esteem. Use reason to find your purpose, and then with purpose you’ll build self esteem. That’s the path to happiness
This is not a perfect world, therefore even we can do something to improve its conditions.
I adore myself and my lifeđź’•!
I do NOT agree with you that those who do not work are of no good and are useless to society.
Thatzzz Nazi like thoughts to think so.
Do you think retardzzz, schizos, brain damaged , and others are of no use…
They may have great spirit.
Have enjoyable qualities .
They may be pleasing to some even if it were a minority or even if they were alone they may still do good existing.
I was a workaholic but not with my body or person just in spirit.
Unfortunately I don’t get paid for that as such in person but it’s still true as I believe .
I hope you will feel better soon.
Don’t be so hard on your self perhaps.
Be nice, understanding , positive encouragement and praise yourself for what you do do and hey maybe someone was jollied just by seeing you or reading your post.
Good wishes to you yo.
sigarino, since I’ve been visiting this website I’ve noticed many useful comments from you. I have felt less alone and more understood then ever before. It may be a small thing but it’s useful to me. So there’s some purpose. Thank you. Stay alive friend.
What life ? 
"How much do you value ur life"
a lot. i would only risk my life in few situations
At this point I wouldn’t change anything, but I’ve been thru many rough patches that help me appreciate what I have now
I don’t value my life at all, and I don’t believe in God or an afterlife.
I am not suicidal anymore and have not made a suicide attempt for 7 years.
I think I would commit suicide if I did believe in an afterlife because it must be better than this life.
I great ly susept there is after life
Why ekse would there be so many theory’s ?
Hope! Perhaps
But we dind that conclusions in scienfe are based upon
I forgot, b
Ut conclusions in science are most often started as theories,
That’s be cause you’re @sirBoring 
love you fam
this actually made me smile
I actually don’t think of myself too much as if I were worth anything.
I shouldn’t be worth anything, since I’m not a monetary item.
To me the words “value” and “worth” are connected to money or monetary things.
So it makes me think that people are selling themselves or something.
That’s how my mind works at least.
@sigarino try to find pleasure in nature…take a walk, smell the flowers! when I’m down I buy myself a bouquet of flowers…maybe you could do that? The thing is you have to find hope where ever you can find it. It might be a new friend, or a new hobby…anything to give you hope! I believe there is an afterlife but you can’t get to the other side if you kill yourself !! Try to believe in God and see what plan He might have for you…good luck…I know it’s easier said than done…