I felt the same way when I was a smoker. I think the smoking was causing most of my anhedonia.
I didnāt think Iād make it to 21 and here I am now. Honestly though I just stopped caring. If I die I die.
True. Since I quit smoking Iāve felt a bit better really. But Iād still rather be deadā¦but at least itās a bit more bearable now
When I have severe paranoia and anxiety and I feel trapped by my delusion, I can see death as an attractive option. If I am free of paranoia and anxiety and donāt feel trapped and have peace in my brain then I would want to live for thousands of years, maybe longer. It all depends on how my brain feels. I am 48 and in great health. My dad is almost 76 and doing fantastic.
Whatās your cousinās husband who got cancer, whatās his first name?
congrats on quitting, bud
not sure =)
as long as I can have a peaceful life.