How long do you want to live?

I felt the same way when I was a smoker. I think the smoking was causing most of my anhedonia.

I didn’t think I’d make it to 21 and here I am now. Honestly though I just stopped caring. If I die I die.

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True. Since I quit smoking I’ve felt a bit better really. But I’d still rather be dead…but at least it’s a bit more bearable now

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When I have severe paranoia and anxiety and I feel trapped by my delusion, I can see death as an attractive option. If I am free of paranoia and anxiety and don’t feel trapped and have peace in my brain then I would want to live for thousands of years, maybe longer. It all depends on how my brain feels. I am 48 and in great health. My dad is almost 76 and doing fantastic.

What’s your cousin’s husband who got cancer, what’s his first name?

congrats on quitting, bud

not sure =)

as long as I can have a peaceful life.