I have gotten really crazy with my episodes. I have been out in the street flailing around like an idiot thinking I am doing martial arts. About a year to year and a half ago, I left my house thinking I was going to go to a private, luxury hospital to finish the ‘brain study’ and get my savant gift. I am on SSDI and don’t have any money. I left my dad’s house (where I live) and took a taxi to a hotel and rented it for 5 days ($500). The entire time I was there, I was talking to voices in my head (inserted thoughts) like Don Lemon, Anderson Cooper, Tony Robbins, Oprah Winfrey and more! I believed (still do) that the brain scientists could see me with satellite equipment that can see through walls/ceilings. I was bat ■■■■ crazy and off my meds! I eventually left the hotel and started wandering around town talking to myself and believing everyone was in on it. I ended up getting picked up and taken to the hospital. I have been picked up, crazy on the street, at least 8 times. Stunning to me in light of all the other crazy people on the street that don’t get picked up and taken to the hospital. I guess they can tell I have a home or something. I have thought I was on another planet at least twice and that I was there to take over. It was SO REAL. If I don’t take my meds, I am absolutely nuts! I am only taking 1mg of Risperidone because I am trying to stay medicated and not get too fat or zombie-like at the same time.
What are some of the craziest things you have ever done while psychotic?