Can you ever really know? What if they’re hyper intelligent and are just walking circles around you in conversation and making you think weird ■■■■?
I almost left the province last night. Yeah i know im sz but what if my family hates my guts because im ■■■■■■■ terrible?
Most likely they don’t. I know some people dislike me at the cricket club. I’m always civil and friendly. If they don’t like me then there’s nothing I can do but take the higher ground.
You come across a bit paranoid. It really can be a cruel master when it gives you odd ideas. What is up with your meds/symptoms? Loss of function is a big indicator of other things than who likes or dislikes you.
yeah i haven’t been doing anything. For like 6 months. But ive been getting very little sleep lately so thats very odd for me. I hope im just really sick rn because then this reality can stop.
Im on two APs though(abilify and rexulti) i think i need clozaril again. Maybe when i stopped clozaril abruptly it broke my brain and now im totally gone.
Yeah idk i was just in hospital. Sz got the best of me rn
Hang in there. Sounds like your still suffering from symptoms. When can you contact your doc? An adjustment could be good and it’s no fun suffering.
He will just tell me to go to the hospital. Texted my nurse i think im really struggling -told me to take deep breaths…so yeah idk, that was me asking for help and fk the answer couldnt be more revealing
I used to think that everyone hated me. Now, I don’t think that anymore. Now, I only think that some people hate me. Usually the people that matter the most to me.
Yeah same here, on the good days its just family that hates me. Are you able to do things despite thinking they hate you? How do you put it out of your mind and move on?
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Can you ask them if they hate you? Would you believe them if they told you they cared about you?
This illness may make you suffer from bad insecurity causing you to think that people hate you when they dont
I’ve had this problem.
I actually asked a couple days ago. They texted back “we all love you.” Seriously do not believe it all, they hate me dearly.
I believe you don’t like yourself and you’re projecting that onto other peoples’ intentions.
Learn to love yourself more!
I agree but its had to do when you have this illness.
I’ve felt that before in fact I still do sometimes. It hurts and is scary. Just be nice to them, no one hates a nice person and the results will soon change your own attitude. Sounds like a fortune cookie! ha
You MUST trust them. Love is stronger than delusions!
much love, honey. No problems on my part, and you seem to be fighting battles I wish would disappear for you. hugs.
I move on and go about my life as usual because I have no choice. It’s either that, or be immobilized by paranoia, and I’m not going to let it do that to me.
Move into my apartment building. It’s pretty obvious we all hate each other.
Yeah I new that apartment was too good to be true
Yeah, well, look at the bright side.
Um, er, at least there is…uh,
sometimes we have…uh.
Occasionally, it has…uh
Naw, there’s no bright side.
I had a best friend. After I was diagnosed and told him, I knew he hated me for it.
I decided that I should not call him and let him come to me. That was 6 years ago now, and I have not seen him since.
I know he hates me now.