I am working and working and sit at home after work… my work offers plenty of free time for me… but its just work and i feel i suck at it…I am not good worker sz makes me think difficult and complete tasks is more difficult, but sometimes they give me easy job like paint and thats fine…I am unhappy
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you are unhappy bc of work?
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no becouse i cannot read book and i dont have any friends, i work pretty good and i dont have gf 
i feel lonely becouse i have noone to talk with me
Why can’t you read books, spooky?
Do you have concentration problems?
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i read 20 first pages and starts to be very hard, dont have will
i am unable to learn anything, my mind doesnt think when i read book …i read psichology book
i want to help myself , but how if i cannot read books ?
Did you always have this problem?
Or did the problem start after you became schizophrenic?
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when i became schizophrenic
Hmm sounds like cognitive impairment 
I’m really sorry to hear that spooky…
Maybe you can try some brain games?
I know you like games, so try some memory games for example?
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where i can play them ?
I dont have the interest to read books anymore.
Have you tried sarcosine or profrontal? Maybe it would help with your cognitive difficulties.
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no i didnt tried, i dont want to use chemicals
Just do a google search, you’ll find plenty.
For example:
no they will not help me. i dont want to play them
That sounds like a negative attitude…
You can’t be sure unless you try.
i have negative symptoms i cannot do them
You take meds, right? Sarcosine is just a supplement, an amino acid.
it cost a lot… i asked my doctor about this , and she didnt knew that
But you are able to draw.
You are able to work…
Doing some brain games is not hard!
when i started to work i dont draw anymore…my job doesnt require much cognitive skills
i dont get tired phisical
i am not in the mood now to play games, i dont know, i played starcraft before…i dont want my mind to think