Idk I’ve basically been off meds for a year and have been crazy horn horn,
But I’m just not into dating. I rarely go out. Usually I like to focus on my studies and music.
Idk maybe these things still remain uninteresting to me even after the huge increase In libido lol
Any broken relationship in past?
I think when some girls use to ask to hang out 1 on 1 all the time, I thought they really liked me.
They wiling from themselves shared a lot of personal things and talked to me about how they felt about their sexuality. They touched me a lot which made me very uncomfortable. But I thought they really liked me because they’d do all these things/
But at the end they always ended up yelling at me that they won’t date me because I don’t have a penis. It was always really sudden too, especially after a stupid rumor that someone made about us being in a relationship. Because of this I actually tried to keep our hangouts to a minimum and maybe plan things as group sessions. But they ended up turning on me and bullying me along side everyone else which was so much fun and not painful at all lol
Yea so I’ve never been sexually active because a lot of situations with being manipulated and made fun of, caused me to just shut down about it. I’m about to be 23 and I don’t at all feel bad about being a virgin.
It’s nusf that I can’t stand when people talk about it like it’s some funny mystical world being one lol
As a 35 years old male and not virgin I tell you have lost nothing, those who see you with eyes of others and are not ready to accept the danger of knowing you and your hidden thoughts and ways of gaining pleasure out you by her own and her own understanding are very and almost every and yet have no real value except for pure sex if they don’t share their dirt with you, in my case I’m very active sexually but after understanding the nature of human and girls, I prefer to watch porn than to enter such ruining relationships, I burn inside for finding a real love but I’m more aware of nature of human to think that I’m so lucky that I can find one in this world, maybe my love has been in a part of history and obviously it depends on your standards to see someone as your love and unfortunately mines are so high that leave no chance for me, maybe another sz,
Find someone, if you want to find out how real sex tastes but love! Even if you find the real one at first you will see how mysterious forces will ruin it, love is just for special people and they heir the pain of lovers of whole history,
Watch yourself, you are a good person,
Sorry bout the late reply.
That was such a nice beautiful message to me. I really felt touched by it. Thanks. I feel so happy knowing that someone who is much more experienced has encouraged me to keep having faith in myself. 
im not one bit interested in sex…I think its pretty shallow
I’m not really interested in sex either. My meds ruin all that for me. Besides, my religion forbids it.
Good luck with sex. I advise having it at least once.
I want to be intimate with a woman but I don’t know if I have the stomach for it. My parents divorced. My relationship with my siblings has been rough. Its just a lot to deal with and I don’t know if I want to now that I’ve developed schizophrenia.
I don’t think the act of sex is going to be validating, but if I can find someone to be passionate with, I think that would be nice. I just don’t know if I believe in it ever going anywhere positive now that I’m in this situation.
Not sure what religion that is, are u saying u cant do it cause ur not married? Also yea, some Meds can screw things up. I barely want to use the comp sometimes with some meds.
You are really a noble prize winner cause you got what I wanted to convey to you!!!
Know that there is this duality in world and you are just not arounded by those who and what are your side, there’s nothing wrong with you, they are wrong,
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