As I said to you, my mother died in 2019.
2020 was a horrible year for me.
I’m very sad yet, she was with Schizophrenia also.
I can’t stop thinking about my mother, and I cry everyday.
My schizophrenia is very bad also.
I think the doctor will change my medications.
Welcome back @Andy .
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I’m sorry Andy I cant even begin to imagine the pain you must feel because I love my mother too. I hope things get better my friend, if you ever need to vent or talk I’m here! 
Welcome back. I am sorry you lost your mom. I lost my dad 14 years ago, and I am still not over it. It stays with you.
Good to have you back. I hope you find some relief soon. 
I’m sorry for your loss.
Welcome back.
I’m very sad since 2019.
I keep searching for God,
and try to find the answer,
why we need to die?
I’m sorry you lost your Mom I would be devastated I hope you feel better soon
Welcome back! I’m so sorry about your mom. That must be so painful for you
sorry about your mom passing away…it is something I fear greatly to lose my mom…I lost my step dad about five years ago and I am still sad about it too…welcome back.
Welcome back @Andy I understand how difficult it is to lose a parent. The sadness is always with you but it does get better with time.
Welcome back sorry about your mom
Sorry for your loss. I really am. Sending you best wishes.
sorry for your loss @Andy =(
And welcome back!
Welcome back @Andy
I know how you feel @Andy
Losing your Mom hurts so much but over time it gets better.
I lost my Mom in 2019
I am very sad yet.
My mother was everything to me.
It is like I’m lost in a world full of chaos,
and I cannot talk to the person I always loved
I’m sorry @Andy
Maybe you can find someone to talk to.
You can always talk here and you can PM me anytime.
I lost my dad in 2005 and lost my mom in 2016. I didn’t feel a thing when they passed. Probably because of all the abuse I suffered at their hands .